January 2, 2020. 10:40 AM

PREFACE: It's important to note that although I've given Walter a masculine name, they are a nonbinary lesbian. I remember on that day I hardly slept the night before, so I turned up to brunch looking like a Florida crack whore. I was wearing a beautiful top, though. It is silk, and has a deep v-neckline. Walter was just adorable. They're very short, and they were wearing those tighter sort of athleisure sweatpants. They were also wearing colorful socks. I loved the way they crossed their legs when they sat at the table. It's true that gay people are bad at sitting like a normal person. They have short blonde hair, and beautiful blue eyes. I always thought blue eyes looked fishy, but theirs are sparkling. I love when they smile. I love their lips, I love their teeth. As I am writing this, I am realizing that I am in trouble.

I met Walter and their girlfriend of a few years, Shelly. Went to their house with Theo for brunch. I have horrible desires.

Jan. 1, 2020. 12:56 AM.

Note: In this entry, I am referring to Theo's bed. I don't live with them, but I sleep in their bed every night. We wake up together, but they are usually awake first.

Every night, I lay down here.

New Years, 2020. 2:09 AM.

Happy all day, sad tonight. We took Lisa thrift shopping with us.

Dec. 28, 2019. 6:32 PM

Theo is driving me and Will home now. Happiness and ease this week, now the small sorrows of life.